the last thing i need is to fight with you so can you just back off please? im sick of you flaring up at me whenever you have to leave. its not exactly me who needs to leave alright. do you think i like having a long-distance relationship with someone i see approx. 10 times a year? the only reason we're both in this is cause i doubt i can break it off. its so hard sometimes cos you always think about how soon you need to leave and that puts you in a bad mood and i dont even get to say bye. maybe you should stop focusing on how much i appear not to care. does it do anyone any good when i have moodswings too? i care and although i dont show it, you ought to feel it. im so sick of crying and getting swollen eyes and you ignoring me for weeks cos you're pissed i didnt ask you to stay. i did ask, once. but its obvious that you cant.

i love you. but sometimes i get tired of it. maybe our time is up.